Sunset on the Mountain

2002-07-18T02:07:00.000-05:00

Sunset on the Mountain, come out come out, Momiji... But for now? Dani's Blog can be found at
I Am The Wind...
Please update your links. Sorry for the inconvenience ^^;;

2002-07-17T11:46:00.000-05:00

You know you're obsessed when you have watched the opening to a Japanese game over and over just to hear the music, but yet you know the exact part in the music that your fave character shows up (LUC!!!) so you always stop what your doing to click back to the movie. *sighs*

I also want to apologize to Suikoden fans who come here, since I found out that merely knowing who the man in the mask is is a spoiler. Gomen ne... *hangs head*

*huggles minna* Oh, and good luck with your blog Asuka!! *waves to Pam, 2 Katies, and 2 girls she doesn't know but hopes has fun anyway!*

Sarabi? I have a favor to ask of you tonight!!! *puts on puppy dog eyes*

*tackles Yui-chan* I'm gonna be more like Ayame!!! ^____^

*glomps Ruka again*

*Huggles Rane in thanks for last night*

2002-07-16T23:43:00.000-05:00

*wipes tears out of her eyes* Omg, Yui's comment on my crack-induced post was so damn funny and true, I had to post it here for all to see.

"It's ok Dani. No one is perfect otherwise we'd all be Ayame. *hugs*"

LMAO!! SO TRUE!!! Then we'd all be trying to get ourselves to go out on dates with ourselves and *gets confused at the concept* Uhm, yeah.

Expect some major changes on my blog soon.

And Pam? Pam who I don't get to talk to again for a week? ;_; I'll miss ya. Lots.

2002-07-16T22:10:00.000-05:00

Okay I confess. I stole some of Yui's CRACK and it must have a different effect on me than it does on her. She gets silly, I get depressed. No more crack for me, okay? *Sighs* Gomen ne for posting that here.

2002-07-16T16:57:00.000-05:00

*sighs* If anyone knows a good place to buy anime/game soundtracks from besides animenation.com or gamemusic.com, or if you know a request board for streamloaders set aside just for this purpose, please let me know. I'm missing 2 Suikoden music cd's, when I thought I had them all. I can't find these two for sale ANYWHERE. Anyone know ANYTHING?

2002-07-16T16:50:00.000-05:00

WARNING: This post isn't pretty and I won't be able to apologize for it later. If you think the truth may hurt, don't read this.

I feel so mad...
I feel so angry...
I feel so calloused...
so lost, confused...

I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of other people hurting. I'm really tired of hurting others or them hurting me. I can deal with the hurt. I can keep it all inside and put on a bright smile and never let you know I'm dying inside. When I hurt you, I can tell. Sometimes, I'm even mean enough to do it on purpose. Isn't that just horrid? Sometimes I feel like me being nice or sweet is just an act I put on to get others to like me. Why? Because deep down inside I know I'm just a stupid girl who doesn't deserve your friendship. I don't deserve to be happy at all. Maybe I could cut myself off, but I'm too afraid of hurting you or being alone.

I'm so scared of finding out no one really cares about me, that maybe you are just trying to make me happy by humoring me. I hate this side of me. So many fake facets, lies, secrets, and hurt. So much hurt. But... I'll try my best not to hurt anymore. You or me. I've done so much damage that I don't think anything can repair it. The hurt I've caused in you was NOT intentional and I never meant for you to know that I was hurt anyway. I feel like I can hardly trust anyone with the way I feel anymore because telling them makes it get back to others and them there's hurt. I can't ask for forgiveness and I should be forced to face this shame as punishment. But I can change my ways so that one day I can accept to myself a good friend. Right now? I feel about like a piece of shit.

Que sara, sara, ne? It's sad that I started this note out to one person, yet easily it is an explanation for at least 4 people I've hurt lately. It all fits for all of you, and that is a sad sad thing. Maybe I can become someone smarter one day and stop this crap. I won't be so damned stupid and could see situations for what they really are. I feel so blind. My head really hurts. My heart is very very heavy. I feel so cynical. Maybe one day I won't have to live in the shadows of the fantasy worlds in my head. Maybe one day I can be myself, too. And maybe, just maybe, then the hurt will all stop. I don't even have the guts to say I'm sorry. But I am. I truly truly am. Don't you dare forgive me.

I feel so cheap,
so used, unfaithful,
Let's start over...
Let's start over...

2002-07-15T02:23:00.000-05:00

*does a tiny spin dance and points to the new pic that is NOT MOMIJI on her blog* Tah-dah!! From what I can piece together without getting a handful of spoilers? The man in the mask over there is Luc! Wai wai!! *dances around even more happily* And I found a few nice lil ways to celebrate my Suiko-happy day ^_^ SUIKO-QUIZZES! I don't care that you've never played! Take them now, I wanna see who you all are!! Pwease??? (Btw, in the code the girl gives you in your answers? Change the "b" to an "x" in the picture name to make them work. Like mine showed as ww.yaha.netto/bviki.jpg so I had to change the b to x.)

You're Viki! A little slow on the uptake never hurt anyone, right? You're lighthearted and fluffy and enjoy cute things. Some people might call you an airhead, but you try your hardest and that's what matters most. You're probably most known for your forgetfulness and/or bad sense of direction. Which Suikoden girl are you?

YATTA! I got VIKI! *nudge nudge* One of my fave Suiko-pairings is Luc x Viki ^___^ And yes, just because they stand in the room together all the damn time IS a giant hint!! Nyah! What the hell is a waffu anyway???

You're Seed! And just how old are you again? Looks may be deceiving in your case, because not only are you a powerhouse on the battlefield, but you love to have fun. You tend to joke around and keep people's spirits up, but don't overdo it or you just might get a little.. well.. bothersome to your partner. Which Suikoden guy are you?

Err... *scratches her head on this one* Any Suiko-fans out there saw a silly side in Seed? I saw the powerhouse part, but a jokester? Keeping people's spirits up?? OOOhhhkaaay... *pat pats the quizmaster's head* At least Viki was right on!!

Ah, better get back to my lil PWP before it dies on me too.... *sighs*

^^v *huggles to minna*

2002-07-14T19:03:00.000-05:00

*Squeals* OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OOOOOOOOOOH MYYYYYYYYYY GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWD! Did you guys even know that there's one guy that I fangirl for even more than I fangirl for Momiji? He's a guy from the Suikoden series... his name is Luc... And well... He was 17 in part 2 and I really thought since part 3 was set 15 years later that he'd be all left out.

LUC IS CONFIRMED TO BE IN PART 3!!!

This is such a happy happy day! I'm soooo happy now this smile won't fade!! I even got the intro movie *sighs with contentment* November needs to get here now so I can play it!! I suddenly understand the whole orgasmic twin thing that the HnG people have... I could not stop squealing and jumping and clapping and crying!!! Good thing I'm home alone!

Ruka had to go back home today. Ima miss her, but I really didn't get to see her that much anyway. *sighs* In fact I think her plane is taking off as I write this. I feel sorry for her and my bro.

Oh yeah, Futch is coming back too! In Suikoden 3 I mean. I've been having so many new layout ideas for my blog. I would really hate to take down Momiji but I dunno. If I get a pic of Luc from that game... *shakes head*

*huggles Yui* Thanks for telling Pam about my secret Suikoden PWP ^_^ I am kidding, honest! I do love your new layout sooo much!! Gonna have to find out what this Tsubasa Wo Motsu Mono thing is, too. Seems everyone is talking about it...

2002-07-11T00:09:00.000-05:00

She LIVES by the grace of someone somewhere she LIVES! Okay, my feeble fans, this is the time for you to rejoice!... *hears crickets chirping and hangs her head* THANKS guys. Anyway.

Yeah so, here's proof that my life is either really really weird or I'm just as lame as I feel I am. Three days ago, a message was left on my answering machine for me. It was from my sophomore year's English teacher from high school. She was the first one that made me realize that I really loved English and I was actually good at it. She also taught me my first year of Spanish. That year, I had her for three classes in a row, so when she showed a movie for x-mas, I had to watch the same parts of "A Christmas Story" three times in a row. -_- Ask me why I can't stand it, dare you. hehe. I really hated the fact that my class were such jerks when they found out her husband was killed in a motorcycle wreck and would think it was funny to ask her if she wanted to go out Saturday night with them and go riding on Harleys. I think that's when my first bouts of empathy began, because when they'd start that and she'd take it? I'd put my head down and cry for her. Oh yeah... the message.

She said she had something to discuss with me that I might be interested in. So after 2 days of playing phone tag with answering machines, we finally got to talk to each other. Seems that she's going to England with her mother at the first of November for a few weeks. She doesn't want to put her doggie and kitty and fishie in a kennel and didn't want them to be lonely either. The only solution she's happy with is someone staying in her house to take care of them. And I'll be damned if her mind didn't turn to me, one of her shy depressed students that always had her nose in a book from almost 10 years ago. She found my name in the book... Said she was gonna leave about $400 to take care of me and the animals if I would do it. She lives in a really nice neighborhood in a nice nice house... I'm so happy over this. It's so damn exciting yet I still have to wonder: Why me? *blinkblinks* I've got a dinner date to meet the animals sometime next month. ^^v

Lmao, between Yui and I, we have Pam thinking that Rane is infamous ^_^ About time she got some damn credit around here! *giggles* Princess Rane's new layout is so dark though.. Not used to dark from her... But at least Ludwig is hot ^____^

So the reason I'm not around much lately is because the Princess of Shabazz is staying with me. Er, Ruka. I've been working the past few days, but she's here. I find it weird that I am not sure what to say to her outside talking about games and anime and hot guys... Sad, but her and I seem to get along. Especially after a slight panic attack or 4 had my day soooo fucked over.

YUI AND SARABI!!!!! OMG I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! I'm also missing Mona and Rane and my new friends from #zetsuai too... *sighs* I'll have to find you guys online sometime soon. Gomen nasai for not being around and I hope you guys don't forget me.

*big big huggles to minna*

2002-07-07T20:03:00.000-05:00

Wai!! Pam's Please Flowers Bloom For Them blog is really cute now ^_^ I had to teach her what lil html I knew and she has done pretty good with it. I looooove the pic of Ishuca and Blood. *dies* Blood is so damn hot! Anyways, I just had to say that!

And I wonder what she means by me *liking* Zaha. I wonder if she knows I WANT Zaha.... lol.

2002-07-07T14:48:00.000-05:00

Time for me to say something new, eh? Hehe. Well, first off so no one misses me too much, Ruka (my friend from Maryland and my bro's girlfriend) is staying with me for another week. So between that and work I don't know how much I'll be online or whatever. I'm also trying to get a bit of writing done before my YYH kick wears off. I'm working on a Kuronue fanfic right now and it's not turning out the way I wanted it to.

And Trigun is still soooo good. Up to ep 17 now.

Uhm... *is blank on anything to say* I'll be helping Pam with her blog today, trying to spiff it up a bit. I'll be working that godforsaken 12-9 shift for the next 3 days. -_-

You guys aren't gonna believe how good Yui's lil mystery lemon is gonna be. What I've read so far is awesome, it really is. I'm not just saying that either.

2002-07-03T01:59:00.000-05:00

My sides fucking HURT. I swear to god you don't have to be drinking spanish tropical gatorade to get this crazy cuz I just had normal american grape gatorade and well. Like I said, my sides HURT from all the damn laughing I did.

I guess it started last night when Pam decided to create a blog at 2am in the morning while I was sending her some KnM scanlations. (And I'm SO proud that I finally understand this series a bit more!!) So I patiently walked her through it since she knows jack and shit about html, and jack just walked out on her. After I left she wrote a book on her blog that nearly made me cry ^_^ This morning she tries to turn on her computer so I could help her add more stuff to it, and BAM. Her comp is dead again. *sighs* Always when she gets excited about something...

She was so into the whole blogging thing so suddenly, she wanted one really bad like right then. So now her comp is broke and she can't make her blog all nice and pretty and she was bummed out. So what did we do? We broke out the telephones, gatorade, popcorn, and I read her 18 billion quizzes and saved all the html for her to post on her blog later. The results? HILARIOUS.

I can't really tell you all her answers, else she'll kill me. I think she's much more psychotic than I originally gave her credit for, too. *sighs*

Quiz: Which are you?
Male
Female
Both
And she SERIOUSLY considers this for over 5 minutes!!

Quiz: Do you have a nasty habit?
Pam: Yes.
Dani: *horrified* OMG I don't wanna know...
Pam: ....
Dani: Oh yeah.... YAOI! ^^;;

Quiz: How much time do you spend on your hair?
I wake up and that's it.
I brush out the tangles... that's about 2 minutes.
2 hours.
Pam: 2 minutes.
Dani: *marks it*
Pam: No wait that one time in Disney my ponytail was all fucked up and I couldn't get it right and I wouldn't go out..
Dani: Pam, you do NOT take 2 hours on your hair!
Pam: Sometimes I do! Okay, just mark 2 minutes and if I don't like who I get? We go back and change it.

Quiz: Which is more appealling?
Cute Boys
Doughnuts
Pam: Cute boys. No wait... doughnuts... Oh can't I have both? I can eat them both at the same time!
Dani: What are you gonna play ringer or something?!?
Pam: Horseshoes!
*After a loooong debate over this one, she chose doughnuts.*

Quiz: You're video game cliche character is: The HERO! Strong, Silent, Heroic
Dani: SILENT? Bullshit! *clicks back button to figure out where the quiz got busted at*
Pam: No way! I wanna be Hero! Then I get to sleep with Jowy! Anybody got a bucket of ice??

Quiz: Which is more appealling: *long list that includes cute girls but NOT cute guys OR doughnuts*
Pam: *cries* I want my cute boys! Or my doughnuts!

Quiz: Toys are Meant to be:
Simple fun
Armed with Weapons
Pam: Simple fun.
Dani: *snickering since she's had bad thoughts because Pam has picked toys for every answer she could and was a bit hentai*

Quiz: When I said toys before, you thought:
Action figures
Naughty thoughts
Pam: Action figures. *calm and collected*
Dani: *still snickering* Oooohkay...
Pam: OMG, you thought naughty thoughts!
Dani: No way!
Pam: OMG, can you picture naughty thoughted toys with weapons??
Dani: lmao yeah, give a new meaning to master blaster!
Pam: lol Yeah, walk in all western style with two "guns" that have dildos as barrells and smiley faces on the end of them! BOOM baby!
Dani: Bet you have a closet full of them!
Pam: Nah just a drawer...
(And this is why Dani has taken the responsibilty of being the keeper of Pam's toys with weapons ^^;;)

And by the time we got to the Rainbow Brite quiz... well... *shakes head sadly* She insisted she wanted to grow up to be a leprechaun just so she could live her dream of chasing rainbows for a living... I tried to tell her she could just go crackhead like Yui and see all the colors and rainbows she wants anytime. So Pam tried to inhale her popcorn. No no, she's still alive, thank god.... right? (She kept insisting she was expendable on these quizzes.) Then she admitted her lifelong dream of wanting to screw Buddy Blue. See Pam? I even found a pic of him squatting and playing with his "hammer" JUST for you! Found a clique you can join when you get your comp back, too, Pam. And I checked. Your dear 5 year old Buddy "& Bloody" Blue is quite free. *shakes head*

Pam: *on phone* This isn't gonna end up on your blog is it?
Dani: *on phone* Nah! I'd never remember it all...

ANYWAYS. There was a ton of Hiei/Kurama jokes in there too, since that seems to be the pairing of choice for the moment between us. Not that those Color guys aren't hot...

And Nataly? *grins* I'll get you back, chic ^_^v For what you say? I think you know... *giggles* And for the folks at #zetsuai? I changed my nick from Dani-bug to Kaerichi. I would've chosen Kaerichi's sweetie's name, but then I'd of had to hand it over to Pam anyway when she gets her comp back.

All joking aside, I'm kinda worried about Yui. I feel like I may have went to far yesterday getting the contest date moved to where it was supposed to be, like I have made Yui feel doubly bad for it. *sighs* I'll break down and call you chic if you haven't left any messages anywhere by tomorrow evening. I feel bad and I am afraid you do too... *hugs Yui-chan*

So Ruka, Sarabi ^^;; Damn what a mixup eh? Sarabi is clueless as the the angst Ruka and I have been through but it's also quite funny. Friday and my imouto will be here!! *so excited* *huggles both Moony and Padfoot* ^___^ Sorry I've been lazy at the map... Blogger's been dumb lately with team blogs though. *kicks it*

Anyway. Happy and safe 4th to everyone, and even if you are in another country I hope you have a happy 4th just because it's still a day that I hope you can be safe on... just like today and tomorrow and the next...

Someone wanna count how many times I said "Anyway?" Really sorry for this long post. Hope it was amusing. If not? Try to imagine how worried Hiei would be if Kurama planted his "seed" in him. Very funny mental images. *huggles minna*

2002-07-02T00:23:00.000-05:00

^_^ *bows to Yui* Chic I still love you and no one is gonna be upset. I still get to be your beta, ne?? I better. But look, I was browsing online and someone drew a pic of you reading your first yaoi doujinshi!! Look!!

THIS IS YUI!!!

^^;; I know I know I'm kidding. But I had to show you a tiny pic from Color anyway. I swear it'll cheer you up. Just click on that pic and it'll take you to the site with the Juvenile Orion scans and the Color scans. ^_^ Color is so cute, watch yourself. I reccomend this site to minna and stop by their chan on #zetsuai@dal.net because the people are soooo sweet. I had express permission from Kaname to use the pic for this, please don't steal without her permission.

2002-07-01T13:41:00.000-05:00

So. Uhm. Yeah. ^_^ I'm happy hyper today. Why? Eh. Who knows. Who cares. I just am. *pulls down eyelid and sticks out tongue at you* BEEDAH!

Heheh just got permission from a new friend to play a joke on Yui so I'll post more later when I have that ready to shine ^_^

Why do I make so many cracks on Yui here? *shakes head* I'm soooo bad, ne? ^^v She knows I love her! At least I hope she does... And if I do this to the people I love... be glad you're not my enemy. BWHAHA

2002-06-30T00:08:00.000-05:00

Yeah so... I'm off for the next two days and have much much to do. First, I gotta find that crackhead Yui and get the key to Bradley's Room back... *sighs* What's she doing in there anyways? He's GAY. Ugh. Some people just don't get it, eh? ^^v Besides girls, watch your twins around her. She gets confused and stamps yours as hers and then you've got both twins out with her while you're stuck blogging on a Saturday night. -_- *glomps Yui*

I watched the poor dub of YYH tonight on CN... it's not really as bad as some say... but still it is pretty bad. Also, I'm waiting to catch Pilot Candidate ^_^ I forgot how much fun boys in tight shorts can be... I do so LOVE being a fangirl.

I didn't even mention that more Juvenile Orion scanlations were up ^___________^ My god, I so *heart* this series. Whoot! I'm giddy for a manga!!

Uhm, Josh? You're blog is gonna send me into a diabetic coma with your blog... Just watch out for them darn Fucky Ducky people. They're everywhere, seems like. -_- The wrath of the F.D. is out there, dude. And man, do they like to fuck ducks. *shakes head* Ruka, you be careful when you get down here next week too. I think one of them live in our house! Especially when they get drug to Wal-Mart when they don't wanna go.

So, any Spriggan fans out there? Eh? Didn't think so, but one of my favorite magazines listed it as one of the top 10 you can't miss animes... Still scratching my head over that one.

I think I've blogged enough for one night.

2002-06-28T23:42:00.000-05:00

ALL FREAKING BETTER! Whoot. I feel a lot better AND I think I have a tiny better understanding of her and she of us. ^_^

*puts on bedsheet-cape and stands with chest out and hands on hips* I AM SUPER-BITCH! WHAHAHAH*coughcough* Okay. Uhm...

My brother got a blog... lol. It's so dorky it's almost cute. It's all about how much he loves his girlfriend and when I laughed he only mentioned that mine was all about how much I loved Momiji...

x.X

Yeah.. so anyway. Got the long shift again tomorrow. SUCKAGE.

*huggles Rane* I sure hope you're okay.

2002-06-28T11:55:00.000-05:00

-_- I have the 12-9 shift again today. If I get online tonight it'll be for one reason: to play the great defender once more so that one person will learn to respect others feelings if she expects us to respect her. I can understand completely where she came from last night, but she doesn't know what my friends and I have been through. I don't want to make her mad, I definitely don't want to lose her as a friend. The tearful, heartwrenching phone call I got at 3:30am this morning from Pam will have me hurt and angry that someone would do this to her all day. I barely slept last night. And if it'd get done to Pam, it'd get done to Yui and Asuka and others who can't bear it either.

It HAS to stop.

2002-06-25T18:01:00.000-05:00

-_- More and more I feel like I only have depressing news to report... Well. Came home early from work today because my head was hurting so bad and I was so dizzy and my vision kept getting dark. Went to the doc and she confirmed what I already knew: Sinus infection. *sighs* Why I can't I be paid $60 to tell myself that? And the antibiotics alone were right at $85... *cries* There goes my hopes of getting the Trigun boxset. Ah well, Pam said the series takes a drastic change anyway and a lot of people don't like that change. I just feel miserable though. -_- My face and my head hurts, but at least I'm not dizzy and able to see straight.

More and more I keep seeing that Flame of Recca IS a spinoff of Yu Yu Hakusho. I mean, even Recca's creator told people that. But now that I'm right at the end of the entire show... Damn it's really really showing. I thanked Rane for my Yuusuke wallpaper, but Pam wanted to to extend the thanks even further. So thanks yet again, Rane. That WP is VERY hot.

It's weird. Anyone that knows me well knows that I'm a very nostalgic person. Sometimes I tend to live in the past a bit too much, but I really don't see any harm from it. Quite a few things has triggered this, like the Care Bear adoptee on Rane's blog and the Strawberry Shortcake shirt some chic was wearing while I was at work today. But... this can't hurt to ask. Does anyone know where I could preferably download/streamload, but if you can show me where to buy I'd be happy too, some episodes of Rainbow Brite or Lady Lovelylocks? I still have my old Popples tapes and Care Bear tapes... It's just this sudden overwhelming want to watch what I loved as a kid. I was able to find Unico, but still couldn't find those other two. Any clue, you guys?

Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

I think Bradley locked the door to his room on me -_- I haven't written anything for him in a few days now... *sighs* Don't really feel like trying to think too hard right now either. Maybe I should just go curl up with my yellow bunny plushie and watch more Trigun.

And Yui? You should get some mail either Thursday or Friday.

*leaves another huggle just for minna*

2002-06-24T19:29:00.000-05:00

Gomen minna, but my uncle has showed up for a surprise visit and my computer is burning cd's almost nonstop right now ^_^ I may not get to be around much... *leaves a huggle just for you*

2002-06-24T04:08:00.000-05:00

^_^ Lookit lookit! I got all sorts of tiny Momiji's to babysit now!! *gives them all the candy they can stand and pats them on the head* Anyone know of anywhere else I can get more Momiji??

2002-06-22T22:23:00.000-05:00

WAI!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps minna* All better, for now!!! ^__________^ Last summer, I saved ochiba from trashing the gravitation project, and this year? My sincererity has seemingly saved my family from breaking up ^_^v ^_^v ^_^v ^_^v

Anyway, Bradley's Room is turning out sooooo much better than I planned! OMG I'm acutally proud of myself for now! Don't worry, my ego trips never last long...

Yuusuke and Hiei are SOOO great! *huggles Yu Yu Hakoshu* WAI WAI!!! I'm still upset that my tape wanted to mess up during that one special Yuusuke/Keiko moment... But at least I got to see Hiei in nearly all his glory!!! 0_0

Ano, I have to work tomorrow... the long and boring shift... 12-9... it sucks soooo bad... But at least I only have it twice this week.

Rane, your layout looks so great! Yui, you CHEATED to get Yuki! :-P And Mona, I shall read W-Juliet sometime tomorrow, okay? Things got hairy around here and then I wanted to watch YYH and now I wanna write. -_-

*leaves a big huggle for Sarabi too* Gomen nasai, chica. -_- Things really really were bad for me this weekend so I did not get to work on the Map... Ruka'd be much better at it anyway but I will work on it Monday else you can choke me. *nodnods*

So. Today's word is quesadilla. And it prolly will be quesadilla for a long time. Quesadillas are so cocky, aren't they, Yui? Pam? Ne ne? ^^v

Dani's Winamp is Pumping Up: Save Me by Remy Zero

2002-06-22T03:32:00.000-05:00

Proof that Yui smokes crack at 3 in the morning...

SaitohChic: oooh Yui! Stop the (writer's) block! It's trying to fall back on me!!
Haru Sohma: O.O
Haru Sohma: Kicks the block!
Haru Sohma: you are no match for Seme-chan!!
Haru Sohma: *coughs*
Haru Sohma: now..put that Taco (Bell) whore in with the Burger King stud..and have them make fast food!!..and how they don't forget the ice cream. ^_^
Haru Sohma: hope they don't forget the icecream

*Dani runs like hell from the wrath of Yui-chan*

2002-06-22T00:54:00.000-05:00

One more quiz... ^_^

Omae wa dochira juunishi no MEMBAA desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]

WAI!!!!!!!!! See? Toldja I loved Momiji! One quiz says I'm Hisoka, and the other Momiji ^_^ YIPPEE!!!

2002-06-21T19:08:00.000-05:00

Took a test to try to cheer me up... Last time I took a test like this I was in the middle... Like I could go either way. This time, I think that I could still go either way but the text on the pic is so true... and geez... Hisoka... my baby and soul-twin... But I don't think the text fits Hisoka. -_-

Are you a Seme or Uke?

2002-06-21T18:19:00.000-05:00

-_- If you talk to me today, I beg you to try your best to get me to smile. If I go missing for a while, don't miss me too much. I'm just not doing good and after midnight tonight I may get worse. Or I could just be overreacting and making a big deal out of nothing at all. I'm prone to do that. "I wish I made a cure for the way people are."

Meanwhile, I'll be working in Bradley's Room while I still have what's left of my sanity.

Oh yeah, Yui? Lavender Onion said that it's okay to submit more than one entry. She seemed excited that anyone would even want to.

*hugs minna tightly*

2002-06-20T03:53:00.000-05:00

*pants* Today was fun... I cleaned my room, got to talk to Sarabi on the phone (who didn't make fun of my accent! YAY!), bonded with Rane a quite a bit (*huggles her newfound friend tightly*), and giggled like a little school girl with Yui over the concept of "two boys doing IT!!" And she said the word cock, too. I'm so proud of her!! *winks* COCK-A-DOODLE-DO! Oh wait... that's lame -_-

And after I told her I was going to bed, I got back up and wrote on my story some more. And it just kept going and going.... until Heaven Was Not Denied was finished. Please, if you read it, let me know your honest opinion of it. If it sucks, then I don't want to submit it for a competition and have the world of original yaoists think I'm a moron...

Anyway, I gotta be up in 3 hours to get to work. Yay me. My sinuses are gonna be killing me... *sighs and gives evil glares to Jeremy and Dmitri*

2002-06-18T22:47:00.000-05:00

Okay, already two people have thought that in my lil imagination that created Momiji saying that WASN'T a joke on his part... If you picture him doing it for shock value and giggling insanely at the reaction he gets... I swear to god somehow he's Ayame's bastard child. :-P

2002-06-18T19:55:00.000-05:00

The weirdest most hentai Momiji thought I've ever had just came to me... thought I'd share... Can you imagine him turning to someone and saying, "You know what they say about humping like rabbits? We should try that sometime, ne ne? ^^v WAI!"

^^;;;

Dani's sinuses are trying to kill her, gomen nasai... *hangs head*

2002-06-18T14:48:00.000-05:00

WAI!!!!!!!!!! Here it is!!! *glomps the living hell outta Rane* You're SOOO great!! I know I still have some work to do to get it looking the way it's supposed to... like how to get rid of this darn blue so you can see the bunnies and move this entire square over so that everything on the left column isn't so bunched and make the picture not look unfinished... I'll bullshitting my way through acting like I know HMTL. Ruka said she'd help me tonight though ^^ And her new blog kicks ass... But RANE! THANK YOU SO MUCH and if there's EVER ANYTHING I can do for you, please let me know!! *gives Rane a wide showy curtsy, just like Momiji would do* ^_^

My blog is now the CUTEST though!!! OMG Momiji... from the Himitsu-da scene... Where he's dying completely inside... yet those big hershey kiss eyes and that beautiful smile of his is shining through, trying to hide it all so well... Why the hell isn't there MORE momiji fangirls out there??? He's the BEST I tell ya! How could you now wanna twirl your fingers through that blonde hair that hangs on the back of his neck? OMG I love my layout!!!

2002-06-18T00:52:00.000-05:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! Rane showed me the background for the layout that she's being so great about and making for me!!! WAII!!!!!!!!!! *overloads on Momiji's kawaiiness* 'Scuse me... I'll be over there in the corner melting over how sweet it is ^_^

2002-06-17T20:24:00.000-05:00

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Hehe, found that on Rane's blog and thought it was cute ^_^ She got moo though. I don't think I'm timid enough to mew... Maybe a full out meow, but mew? I'd definitely be one of the more agressive meows. *nodnods*

Ne, Yui? My twin's hotter than yours. :-Þ MEOW!

So anyway, Mona has sent me the 2nd and 3rd eps of GTO. I started watching the 2nd one, and really loved the opening but the art style was... well, I feel its on the lines of vulgaric if that makes sense. Not that it means it's bad, it's just really rough and not what I'm used to. Kinda like watching Trainspotting after never seeing anything but Disney movies all your life. I don't know if I like the rougher style yet, still thinking on that one. But damn... the show itself has me floored. Onizuka... *shakes head* the artist behind this work really did their research into teachers that are out to make a difference, that's for sure. I'm constantly comparing myself to him now, more so than I ever did with Amawa Hibiki from Strawberry Eggs. And this is only after watching ONE episode. I have the next, but I'm so freaked out by it that I haven't watched it yet. I will later tonight, I'm sure. But wow. *hugs Mona* Thanks so much!!

I think Greg killed my original yaoi story. Er, I dunno. I had only let him read it really. If anyone has time or wants to... Here.

Well I go for now... I come back later... ^^v

2002-06-17T09:56:00.000-05:00

Ack. It's been so long since I posted... better do a quick one before work ^_^ Yui was on C-R-A-C-K last night, you guys. If you missed her, you missed a gut busting time. And now she's trying to steal my Kira... *glares*

This weekend was good I guess. I made friends with Rane, I wrote a lot on my original story, I came up with a new idea, I got to talk to a gay man and ask him everything I ever wanted to know about gay sex, and it was Pam's birthday. Happy Birthday, chic!

More later, okay? I gotta get to work before I am late.

2002-06-15T01:13:00.000-05:00

Whee! I'll post before I head to bed. Got a fun/hard day ahead of me. The store's biggest sale of the year is tomorrow. 10 hour shift ^_^

I had fun online tonight talking with Sarabi about all that Harry Potter stuff (I will have to write that story, chic!) and Mona about brothers and Ewan and my GAWD I have to get into Hanakimi. And while I was doing all that talking? A lemon scene got written ~_^

I'm so weird. But I'm happy tonight. I missed Pam and Yui, though. -_- Anyway... ja now.

2002-06-14T03:34:00.000-05:00

And another few or so... Since I'm so behind...

Which Archangel are
you? by Xera

What day are you?

Find your emotion!

cold.. or are you?

Find out what bishonen you are.

Weirdo!

Find out what anime girl you are.

The Original Animated Superman

Take the Cartoon Hero Quiz?.

'What kind of Wing are you?' by. Xera

Heh. Okay someone teach me some moderation, okay? ^^;; Gomen nasai.

2002-06-13T23:19:00.000-05:00

Guess who's posting her first quiz?

The Final Fantasy Girl you relate witht the most!

brought to you by ka-chan

2002-06-12T16:47:00.000-05:00

I DARE YOU! I DARE YOU I DARE YOU I DOUBLE DOG DARE YOU WITH A BIG STICK!

*blinks* Okay. That's my enthusiasm over this, though. Only Yui, Mona, and Pam read this blog anyway, but you guys are awesome writers anyway and would be into this. What am I daring you to do? Take this challenge. It's apparently been going on for a year almost, and it will end 8/01/02. That's about a month and a half. I'm gonna try my damndest to get mine done in time. But it needs at least 10 entries to make the contest happen. It's at 8 now... If you guys are interested at all in this but don't want to write a story for it, can I beg you to talk to your friends about it and see if they might want to?

For those of you who haven't read any original yaoi stories, here's a few recommendations.

Angel Eyes - This story is about a supermodel who is getting sick of people loving him for his looks alone and not sticking around to find out who he is. He finds himself crossing paths with a sweet blind man-child who is searching for a way out of his personal hell.

Tripper - This one's unfinished, but still what she has is damn good. Max is a member of September First, a band that does local gigs whereever they can get them. One Japanese boy shows up to every single show, no matter where they are. While Max has his eyes set on the young bishie, Tripper has his eyes set on the lead singer Gabe...

Joy Falls - This was the first story of this type that I came across. A man named Lynn finds a young boy named Michael, and his life is forever changed.

Then of course, you can read the 8 submissions so far at the contest. Someone please explain why this sort of writing is so exciting for me suddenly? *grins*

Oh, and I've got a hell of a schedule at work coming up. Don't miss me too much. ~_^V

2002-06-09T03:12:00.000-05:00

Heh, what a weekend. So busy -_-. At least I got to watch more Candidate for Goddess and Yu Yu Hakusho.

CfG: I'm up to ep 10 1/2 now. I realized there'd only be one more ep so I quit halfway through 10. ^^; I love Ernest, sure... but I love Erts and Zero even more. And there's even something kinda sexy about Force, Roose, and Clay too. But Garu and Erts... *hangs head* Am I gonna get shot for that? *looks around sheepishly* ^^v

YYH: OMG. It had me crying pretty hard. Kurama... *shakes head* And Koenma and Hiei and Sniper and Yusuke... everyone is so damn hot. And the story... Well... I really wanna see how they're gonna do this on Cartoon Network without marring it beyond all belief. Pam told me it got violent, but I guess I didn't understand just how gorey and graphic an anime can get. I felt nausiated for a bit there. I'm still in awe over it.

Well that's all I had to say I think... ja bai bai!

2002-06-09T02:59:00.000-05:00

An introduction to Dani's (not so) new obsession:

Had I asked for the situation to be any weirder, I believe it would have taken twenty-seven acts of God. Maybe. I don’t really know where I stand on that road anymore. I mean, all I was trying to do was kill myself that day. I was gonna do it in my front yard since I live in the country side and didn’t want to rot up the house with a dead body that people may never find. The voice in my head had long since quit trying to talk me out of it. I knew that my decision was resolute. I was in my front yard with a gun, ready to do it. I had stopped shaking long before. My tears had also run out. As I write this, I can’t really recall my reasoning behind wanting to die. I’d been at that point several times before, but each time I had always backed out. This time I was serious. I had never had a real family, my best friend Becky’s husband had moved her far away to ease his jealousy of our friendship, and I had lost my job the night before. At that time in my life, I think my job must have been everything to me since I didn’t have anything else. Losing it pushed me over, I guess.

Obviously I didn’t get to pull the trigger that day. I was looking around and trying to take in the scenery one last time because it was one of those clear blue days that you are usually glad you have the day off on. Then, something *fell* into my yard from the sky. I was either scared or shocked, but I couldn’t move either way. At first it seemed to be a ball of white and black. Then ball unfurled and sprung to its feet, proving to be a tall dark haired man wearing a simple white robe and a black cloak over it. He looked at me for a moment, as if he were annoyed beyond all imagination, and then looked back to the sky from which he had been hurled. He muttered something in Latin (at least I think it was Latin) as his eyes narrowed. I could see a cut bleeding down his neck and when his eyes came back towards me, I saw that his face looked like hell. Not that it wasn’t a beautiful face. No, it was a stunningly beautiful face, slightly chiseled with unremarkable hazel eyes and full lips, but it was marred with scratches and what would turn into bruises. He was rubbing his wrist as well.

When he noticed me gawking at him, he shook his head. Suddenly he was walking towards me and I had almost forgotten the gun in my hand. But that’s okay, he fixed that. He reached down calmly and grabbed the handgun easily even though my grip was tight. “Give me that,” he nearly snarled at me. “Just what in the name of everything holy do you think you’re doing?”

The truth sounded good to me. “I wanna die.”

This caused the man to roll his eyes and look back towards my house for a moment. “Get that notion out of your head, Jeremy. You lost your job and I just lost mine. You’re gonna quit that bellyaching and you’re going to make my job loss worthwhile, do you understand me?”

I wanted to ask who the hell he thought he was. I wanted to ask him that so bad, but yet something felt wrong about speaking to him that way. “What do you mean?”

“What do I mean? Damn me, you sure can be slow sometimes. That’s just fine though, there’s plenty of time. You’re not going to die, somehow I’m gonna get through this, and I’ll be damned if I’m not going to have you beneath me in a bed somewhere before this is over.” With that, he smirked, and headed into what was no longer just my house. It became our house.

Like I said, twenty-seven acts of God to get any weirder.

That's right. Original yaoi. Great stories, all the yaoi, and no chance in hell of getting the characters wrong. ^_^ Well, that's the prologue to one of the ones I'm hoping to finish. If anyone reading this is into this same genre? Please leave a link to your fave story in my comments, I just adore them!! I'm going to put some recommendations up one day... -_-

2002-06-06T21:27:00.000-05:00

>.< I hate today. I really do. It's never been a bad day for me before. But today was just one of those days when you have so much to do, plenty of time to do it, yet everything that can go wrong, does. Well, I won't bore you with details. Reliving it right now might break me again. Instead, I'll let the 3 exedrin migraine pills I took calm me along with the Fruits Basket image cd.

I tried sooo hard today to read the Kohri summaries, too. It's a really interesting story. For Pam to be so into it, I am sure of it. Putting a gun to my head though couldn't help me stay focused on it. I feel so bad because she tries so hard to find people out there into it, and I know she wants me to be into it too. I guess sometimes though, people just aren't into things like others are. God knows how I've pushed some things onto others laps and it never hit. This was only one of the many things that sent me into tears today.. when I realized that no matter how hard I try, I'm not going to get into this series. I really want to. I swear I do. I just don't get it though.

Anyway, I've tried writing too. I think Kyou took it all out of me now though so I have to get cursed with blockage for a while. More on this will come in my next post, I guess. I just wanted to type something up here so that it wouldn't look like it was being ignored.

Congrats on your manga, Yui!! *huggles*

2002-06-06T00:12:00.000-05:00

Sunset on the mountain, come out come out, Momiji…

I guess I sing those words to appease myself. No one really knows that it’s a variation of a lullaby my mother sang to my cute little sister. Everyone believes me when I say I’m strong enough to handle, so why would they care anyway? Beneath the smile and the giggles though, I’m a very fifteen year old young man. Souma Momiji….

~Taken from what Dani had written after staring at a blank document in Word for over an hour

2002-06-03T17:24:00.000-05:00

Quick sidenote: Something is really demented inside your mind when you watch the second ep of Candidate for Goddess and at the end where Zero is cheering on the white Ingrid by yelling "Ike Ike IKE!", you half expect him to follow it up by saying "GO GO JUMP~U!" -_- No crotch shots in that ep. And yes. I'm keeping count.

2002-06-03T01:21:00.000-05:00

Right now, Dani is listening to: Everybody! Shake it Buddy! from FAKE

WAI!!!!! What a day it has been! Oh wait, its yesterday now... But it was soooo good! I got to watch a lot of new anime I had been meaning to watch as well as found some unexpected things...

I woke up around 12 because I had laid awake tossing and turning trying to get the timing right to get the comment thingy for this blog. >.< But I got to watch a Gazelle infomercial so it's okay! I had to go to the store but dad had bought me some lemon cheesecake cookies and I came home to make some tacos and rotel dip while I began my tiny-fest.

Here's what I watched and what I thought:

Slayers: *sighs* Pam said it's important to take the bad if I wanna get to the good, but about half way into the third ep I had to fast forward. Gourry's nice to look at that's for sure, but I can't find a plot in this random craziness. *Begs Pam & Yui to let her read ep synops for the first season*

Trigun (1-4):OMG! I had this series tagged all wrong! I was rolling with laughter and I simply adore Vash and that Millie chic. I was expecting Vash to be this badass mofo with a serious attitude so the first time I saw him go goofy I was all O_O but.. I LOVE IT! Must get more!

Love Hina: Not bad! Keitaro is such a cutie and I love how his mind is constantly wandering! I will watch more soon, as I only watched the first ep because I was feeling sick at this time. Remember the rotel dip? I'm lactose intolerant. I wasn't happy for an hour or so there. It was PAIN I tell you! lol I'm kidding.

Candidate for Goddess: I only watched the first ep. *blinks* So this is what'd be like if fangirls redid EVA!! Seriously! No, I'm not putting it down at all. All the guys were soooo easy on the eyes. *covers Yui's eyes and drools over Ernest* And if you don't think fangirls created this? Please explain why the camera kept zooming in on those boys' crotches! I counted like 3 times they did that in the first ep alone which left me wondering if it was akin to a panty shot... I don't think girls' minds work that way. Take his shirt off, put him in tighter shorts, that works much better than a crotch shot, ne? *thinks* Crotch shot sounds painful, doesn't it? Ah well, I did like this series and I will watch some more soon.

After that I got online and found something I'd been praying for a looooong time! Yui and Pam know how crazy I am over Juvenile Orion. Pam even bought me the first issue of the manga and offered to translate it for me. But today... I ran into this. It's has a scanlation of the series! Okay okay, it's only one chapter, but compared to the nearly nothing I had before? ^________^ Dani was HAPPY.

I was able to post a lil something for Reign of Chaos (an online rp I'm in). And then Koori and I took fangirling back to its roots. Anyone want a pastry puff? ^^V

Also, Mona hit me with this. ;_; OMG just the way she nailed Momiji's character hit me so hard I was squealing and tearing up as if he really were on screen. I was listening to a song called "Sorairo" from the Fruits Basket image album as I read it which just made it hit me so much harder.

I'm not gonna be shy about it anymore. Akito is hot. I will give him that much. But I hate him. He's a lil bitch. Flame me if you wanna, but I hate him. Mona thinks I'm kidding about that Akito x a Butcher Knife fic....

So tomorrow, I'm gonna watch more anime, and try to get some stuff written. I think I've said enough, even though I do have more to say. It can wait.

LOVE and PEACE! ^^v

2002-06-02T12:28:00.000-05:00

Today Dani is fangirling for: Souma Momiji

*yawns* I woke up so late and haven't started any anime yet... I couldn't sleep because I was worried about getting that comment thingy. But I got it, and this is really just a test post to see if it works... ^^;;

2002-06-02T00:21:00.000-05:00

Today Dani is fangirling for: Souma Momiji

^^;; Eh? How's it look? Too much? Too little? I'll be glad when I get that comment thingy to add to this. Maybe then I'll hear your answers. At least I got rid of the iguanas. Still working on the frogs.

Tomorrow is an anime fest for me though ^_^ I am gonna watch tons and tons of anime and eat lots and lots of unhealthy food. I'ma catch up on Hikago, watch some CfG, and force my brother to watch FB with me so I have an excuse to watch it again!!

My next blogging step will be a quiz, right? I take them all the time but never had anywhere to put the answers... Guess I do now!

The Momiji-Seme fic is dead. Between Pam and Mona, I now believe that I can't do it or I don't want to do it. There's still the other Momiji fic I had planned and the Haru take of My Soul for Yours. Oh yeah, and that gift I owe to Yui, Koori, and Mona....

2002-06-01T22:00:00.000-05:00

By the way, I'm on the phone with Pam, and fiddling with the settings of this blog. So if you see a giant teenage mutant iguana? Don't be afraid. Just remember it likes to eat all those bad FB fics out there. FEED HIM!!!

2002-06-01T14:48:00.000-05:00

Well, yeah, I guess I am. It looks pretty plain and dull for now until I can find some sort of tutorial teaching me how to add things and make it look better. Today is wild. Simply wild. First of the month is not a good time to work in a grocery store, but at least I picked up a tutoring job with one of my favorite students. But today is an anniversary day, too. Today marks one year since I started at that grocery store. More importantly, it marks six months since I began saying "I love you" again. I feel like a heel because it's too late to do anything about that. *sighs*

I also think I upset Mona. I didn't mean to because all my closer friends know that half my anime opinions are worth diddley boo boo and that Dani lives in her own lil bubble when it comes to such things. I did not mean to offend her, honest. I'm glad if I made her think though.

Been thinking on Momiji a lot today too. Trying to figure out if he actually could seme anyone. Or if he'd play uke. Or just why in god's name I find the kid sexy while everyone thinks I'm insane.... But come on... in ep 15? Where he's innocently drawing patterns on the floor after bearing his soul to Tohru? And he looks up at her and smiles, though he's freaking dying inside, and tells her "Himitsu-da?"

*Dani melts into a puddle and can no longer write here...*

2002-06-01T01:10:00.000-05:00

*blinks* Am I actually doing this? Am I actually stepping into the blogging nation? ^^;;